有些事情，就算重来，结局还是一样的。

很想念那些一眼就能看出我有事的人 T.T

To everyone I wanna thank.

Just took my spm results yesterday and..
It's way better than what I thought I could get :D
Really happy about it, even though there's still a small A, which had "spoilt" my straight A+, but it's seriously good enough for me already :)
And so, I went to ou to celebrate with my best friends, i miss them so much. Haven't seen them for like more than 3 months already T.T
We went to watch a movie and eat something good and oh wells, talk talk talk.
We can talk all day long weih.
And ohyeah, we got ourselves a matching T-shirt, as a memoir for the past 5 years (should be more than that) we've spend together :D
And we also get pei yii a starbuck as her birthday treat :)
And then, it's time to go home :(
But it's okay, more outings to come :P
Okay, LOL actually what I wanna say is:
Thank you to everyone who have always been there for me, especially when i'm stress, which is quite often :P
Thank you to my parents and my brother, who have not given me too much stress because they trust that I will study hard myself :D And for giving me all those supplement ;D
Thank you to all the teachers in high school for teaching me so much knowledge :)
And thank you to puan see, for giving me so many opportunities and support :)
and lastly, to my friends, thank you for studying with me and for the memories we've had together. :D
Omg, I am being kinda over reacting right? LOL.
Actually I know obviously Spm is not a big deal and maybe in a few more years, it won't mean anything to me anymore.
But I just wanna thank these peoples because they mean a lot to me even though after sixty years or more than that :)

Back from national service

Hello! Guess what, I'm backkk!
HEHE. Yeah, I just finished my 3 months national service and came home at 18th of March :)
What happened in the last months..
Erm, i knew a lot of friends, which I kinda miss already.
We eat together, sleep together, play together, bath together and even laugh and cry together.
Can you imagine that? Living with them for 24 hours for 3 months and suddenly they're not beside you the next morning you wake up..*feeling lost*
The best memories with them is when we sleep together: 6 people in 3 beds when it's valentine's day xD , laughing for no reason when we're running in the heavy rain, lying to someone who didn't even realise it for 3 times in an hour :P etc.
We also been through bad times together.
We even talk bad about all those teachers who are always nagging *annoyed* LOL.
Played abseline together, kawad for everyday, won all those competitions..
I will always remember everything in the past 3 months for the whole life :) 
Being in P4 and hornet is the best thing i could ever ask for :D
HORNET GEMILANG! HORNET GEMILANG! HOO HA!

星空

摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风
一个人 想着一个人 是否就叫寂寞

命运偷走如果 只留下结果
时间偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷
你来过 然后你走后 只留下星空

那一年我们望着星空
有那么多的灿烂的梦
以为快乐会永久
像不变星空 陪着我

猎户 天狼 织女 光年外沉默
回忆 青春 梦想 何时偷偷陨落
我爱过 然后我沉默 人海里漂流

那一年我们望着星空
未来的未来从没想过
当故事失去美梦
美梦失去线索
而我们失去联络

这一片无言无语星空
为什么静静看我泪流
如果你在的时候
会不会伸手 拥抱我

细数繁星闪烁 细数此生奔波
原来所有 所得 所获
不如一夜的星空

空气中的温柔 回忆你的笑容
仿佛只要伸手 就能触摸

摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风
一个人 习惯一个人

这一刻独自望着星空
从前的从前从没变过
寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受
享受仅有的拥有

那一年我们望着星空
有那么多的灿烂的梦
至少回忆会永久
像不变星空 陪着我

最后只剩下星空
像不变回忆 陪着我


刚看了一部电影，叫《星空》， 很有意义的一部电影。
故事中的女主角认识了一个孤僻的男生，
他们两个都有破碎的家庭，
所以他们逃走了， 去看星空。
他们迷路了， 后来也真的看到了星空，
但后来因为女孩生病了，他们不得不回家了。
那一次的逃走后，他们就再也没有见面了，因为男生搬家了。
但是那一段回忆是女孩一生里最美好的记忆，
而女孩也学会了珍惜身边的人。
虽然这个电影好像没有结局，但是女孩一直记得那一片星空。
就好像现在的我们毕业了，一定要分开了，
在一起过的那五年会是我们永远记得的那一片星空一样。
虽然我们不知道未来的结局是什么， 但我们会一直记得那一段日子。

One month from SPM

It's been a long while since the last post.
It's October now, and there's only 1 month left before SPM.
So, no more activities, no more playing.
Just studying everyday. :S
It's PMR now, and everytime when we walked pass the hall, where they're having their exam, we hope that we could go back to Form 3. The wonderful year :) Everything has changed.
But I have to face the reality :/
Recently, I have a few interview for scholarship which I just applied for fun, as I'm not gonna use it also. And I gotta perform in a concert. And I haven't been practicing much :P Wish me luck.*finger crossed*

And the form 5s are currently having second trial, or what they call gerak gempur.
It's like a topical test as it's not the real test. We didn't even sit separately. Hope that I could get a better result so that I will not be that scared when it's the real SPM.

One more thing, I was wondering whether to go to prom or not.
Need to find dress again.Just gonna think about that after the SPM.

The good news is, my dad and my bro is coming back next week. Yay! :D
I didn't see them for more than 1 month already.
Hope that they could come back more often but it's difficult for them to do so.
The only thing I can do is to study hard as they wished while waiting for them to come back lar. :)
Seriously, people only learn to appreciate others when they lose the chance to :(
so spend more time with your family and friends when you can,
and always appreciate what you have now instead of chasing for the things you don't have now.
 

 Oh wells, yes, I got NS.
It was a very bad news to me at first, to be honest,
but now, I'm hesitating whether to go or not to go.
i've got a medical report which I think most probably I won't have to go if I show it.
 DILEMMA.
I'm gonna just think about that after this.
My trial is just around the corner, and i am not studying well.
Still wasting time here and there LOL. Like now, I'm still writing my blog.
Alright, stop complaining and start studying.
And GOOD LUCK to everyone in the trial :)