星空

摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风
一个人 想着一个人 是否就叫寂寞

命运偷走如果 只留下结果
时间偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷
你来过 然后你走后 只留下星空

那一年我们望着星空
有那么多的灿烂的梦
以为快乐会永久
像不变星空 陪着我

猎户 天狼 织女 光年外沉默
回忆 青春 梦想 何时偷偷陨落
我爱过 然后我沉默 人海里漂流

那一年我们望着星空
未来的未来从没想过
当故事失去美梦
美梦失去线索
而我们失去联络

这一片无言无语星空
为什么静静看我泪流
如果你在的时候
会不会伸手 拥抱我

细数繁星闪烁 细数此生奔波
原来所有 所得 所获
不如一夜的星空

空气中的温柔 回忆你的笑容
仿佛只要伸手 就能触摸

摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风
一个人 习惯一个人

这一刻独自望着星空
从前的从前从没变过
寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受
享受仅有的拥有

那一年我们望着星空
有那么多的灿烂的梦
至少回忆会永久
像不变星空 陪着我

最后只剩下星空
像不变回忆 陪着我


刚看了一部电影，叫《星空》， 很有意义的一部电影。
故事中的女主角认识了一个孤僻的男生，
他们两个都有破碎的家庭，
所以他们逃走了， 去看星空。
他们迷路了， 后来也真的看到了星空，
但后来因为女孩生病了，他们不得不回家了。
那一次的逃走后，他们就再也没有见面了，因为男生搬家了。
但是那一段回忆是女孩一生里最美好的记忆，
而女孩也学会了珍惜身边的人。
虽然这个电影好像没有结局，但是女孩一直记得那一片星空。
就好像现在的我们毕业了，一定要分开了，
在一起过的那五年会是我们永远记得的那一片星空一样。
虽然我们不知道未来的结局是什么， 但我们会一直记得那一段日子。

One month from SPM

It's been a long while since the last post.
It's October now, and there's only 1 month left before SPM.
So, no more activities, no more playing.
Just studying everyday. :S
It's PMR now, and everytime when we walked pass the hall, where they're having their exam, we hope that we could go back to Form 3. The wonderful year :) Everything has changed.
But I have to face the reality :/
Recently, I have a few interview for scholarship which I just applied for fun, as I'm not gonna use it also. And I gotta perform in a concert. And I haven't been practicing much :P Wish me luck.*finger crossed*

And the form 5s are currently having second trial, or what they call gerak gempur.
It's like a topical test as it's not the real test. We didn't even sit separately. Hope that I could get a better result so that I will not be that scared when it's the real SPM.

One more thing, I was wondering whether to go to prom or not.
Need to find dress again.Just gonna think about that after the SPM.

The good news is, my dad and my bro is coming back next week. Yay! :D
I didn't see them for more than 1 month already.
Hope that they could come back more often but it's difficult for them to do so.
The only thing I can do is to study hard as they wished while waiting for them to come back lar. :)
Seriously, people only learn to appreciate others when they lose the chance to :(
so spend more time with your family and friends when you can,
and always appreciate what you have now instead of chasing for the things you don't have now.
 

 Oh wells, yes, I got NS.
It was a very bad news to me at first, to be honest,
but now, I'm hesitating whether to go or not to go.
i've got a medical report which I think most probably I won't have to go if I show it.
 DILEMMA.
I'm gonna just think about that after this.
My trial is just around the corner, and i am not studying well.
Still wasting time here and there LOL. Like now, I'm still writing my blog.
Alright, stop complaining and start studying.
And GOOD LUCK to everyone in the trial :)

Senior year.

Since this is the last year we are in school, we are flooded with lots of events. Last few months, i went to many private colleges and it came out we were not really interested in studying there, but we were just playing around in there ;D oh wells, they invited us whatt.
And then, we went to Cameron Highlands, just for the cold air ;D
Then the camp, where we ter-escaped from the haze. LOL which is quite serious, as i heard.
And ohyeah, the lian huan hui, at first I didn't wanna go because it would be boring because most of my friends are committees and they will be busy on the day. But then I offered to help and it came out to be a huge success. (And btw, having the walkie talkie was fun :DD We played with the walkie talkie and they could be over-childish sometimes )
Just in this week, we have done a video for the form 3 and form 5s who will be leaving the school soon. I've spent the whole week doing it, but on that day, the students thought there will be ceramah so they all skipped school. Wasted efforts. Aisshhh... Their loss. Should've put more of our photos instead of those who didn't come. I even caught a fever after that day because of lack of sleep D:
The best part during the event is when we played the suprise video for Puan See. :DD
We have done a new surprise every year since four years ago, i guess ;D
There will be more event in the future :D
We are enjoying our school life to the max this year. Doing crazy stuffs like playing running man in school. And being "yellow"  in everything. Tsk tsk tsk, don't learn this ya :P
It seems like this is our last year so we got nothing to be scared of anymore, so we are doing things we have never dare to do in the past.
This is gonna be the best year ever :D
 

After exam :)

Muahaha. Finally finish with my never-ending exam :D
I'm glad that it's over and I really had a good night sleep today as i skipped school. :D
But i don't think I'll be happy with results.
But who cares, it's not under my concern now.
So, I'm just gonna wait until after holiday,
and face the cruel truth :P
Now. I have another thing to worried about. D:
And I'm not gonna tell it to anyone before it really ends. :S
Okay, forget about it.
Now my mom is banning me from going to any camp, including the UBK camp.
so I'm still trying to convince her to let me go.
And I'll be having HOLIDAY from this Friday :D
That's the good news. And I'm gonna really relax and have fun
before I need to face all the stress in school again.
So gonna do what I wanna do with my friends in this holiday.
And maybe I will get to see my dad and my brother in this holiday, if they're coming back.
Hope so. I miss them so much.
That's it. Gonna stop before I get emo again LOL. :D

够了。不要再想了。

没关系了， 我会自己好好过下去的。
反正我也习惯了。