Hate it.

Hate the feeling like you're ignored by someone. :/

I am number four.

I just check out my exam result and this is what I saw.

This is my mid year and final test last year. And my exam result this time.

I got number 4 again. -,-
I think I should put the title as "I Am Number Four". LOL
4 is not a really good number anyway :|

About the emo post.

The last last post was very sad weih.
Well, I thought the problem is really serious that time.
But it was solved in the end, so we get close and not close again :x
But it doesn't really matter now lar.
I think maybe I shouldn't care about it so much,
so I won't be feeling lost again.
Everyone has their own way of life,
and the thing they think is more important. 
We can't expect everyone to be same as us.
So we can just accept it :)

Exam over.

Exam is over. :D
It's just a small test actually.
I don't know why i care about it so much :O
I guess it's just normal for me to care about every exam, even I don't want to.
Okay, the point is it's finish.
Having an exam is seriously ruining my health.
I didn't have enough rest for that whole week.
And no facebook, no entertainment, just book.
So I never study and slept for the whole day straight after I finish the last paper xD
But I still can't get enough rest and got fever during the week after the exam.
I'm gonna sleep earlier.
And then my dad and brother came back during that weekend. :D
And I'm kinda satisfied with my exam results.
I'm not saying it's really very good, but it's okay for me. 
Good news come in a row. ;D
Hope the good news will keep coming in my life :) 

Not so happy.

Okay.. Maybe I was wrong about this year will be a great year?
There are so many things happened at once
and I'm being kinda stressed out and sad at the same time.
I don't know why but I feel so lonely all in a sudden.
Maybe because there are a lot of people leaving me all at the same time. D:
And I don't really have time to get used to it.
Or maybe I don't want to.
It's like I have to face all these alone.
And it doesn't feel good to be left behind. :(
Feel like shouting it out everyday but I can't.
Everyone around me has their own problems ,too.
But luckily we have each other.
We shared our problem, our sadness,
and we feel better by doing so.
At least we don't have to keep all by ourselves.
So, thank you so much for being there for me. 
I know I may not be good now,
But I'll try to.
Who knows maybe it's a good thing,
as we really became very close because of all these sad things.
Hopefully everything is gonna be alright,
Although it may not be the same anymore.