Not so happy.

Okay.. Maybe I was wrong about this year will be a great year?
There are so many things happened at once
and I'm being kinda stressed out and sad at the same time.
I don't know why but I feel so lonely all in a sudden.
Maybe because there are a lot of people leaving me all at the same time. D:
And I don't really have time to get used to it.
Or maybe I don't want to.
It's like I have to face all these alone.
And it doesn't feel good to be left behind. :(
Feel like shouting it out everyday but I can't.
Everyone around me has their own problems ,too.
But luckily we have each other.
We shared our problem, our sadness,
and we feel better by doing so.
At least we don't have to keep all by ourselves.
So, thank you so much for being there for me. 
I know I may not be good now,
But I'll try to.
Who knows maybe it's a good thing,
as we really became very close because of all these sad things.
Hopefully everything is gonna be alright,
Although it may not be the same anymore.