One month from SPM

It's been a long while since the last post.
It's October now, and there's only 1 month left before SPM.
So, no more activities, no more playing.
Just studying everyday. :S
It's PMR now, and everytime when we walked pass the hall, where they're having their exam, we hope that we could go back to Form 3. The wonderful year :) Everything has changed.
But I have to face the reality :/
Recently, I have a few interview for scholarship which I just applied for fun, as I'm not gonna use it also. And I gotta perform in a concert. And I haven't been practicing much :P Wish me luck.*finger crossed*

And the form 5s are currently having second trial, or what they call gerak gempur.
It's like a topical test as it's not the real test. We didn't even sit separately. Hope that I could get a better result so that I will not be that scared when it's the real SPM.

One more thing, I was wondering whether to go to prom or not.
Need to find dress again.Just gonna think about that after the SPM.

The good news is, my dad and my bro is coming back next week. Yay! :D
I didn't see them for more than 1 month already.
Hope that they could come back more often but it's difficult for them to do so.
The only thing I can do is to study hard as they wished while waiting for them to come back lar. :)
Seriously, people only learn to appreciate others when they lose the chance to :(
so spend more time with your family and friends when you can,
and always appreciate what you have now instead of chasing for the things you don't have now.
 

 Oh wells, yes, I got NS.
It was a very bad news to me at first, to be honest,
but now, I'm hesitating whether to go or not to go.
i've got a medical report which I think most probably I won't have to go if I show it.
 DILEMMA.
I'm gonna just think about that after this.
My trial is just around the corner, and i am not studying well.
Still wasting time here and there LOL. Like now, I'm still writing my blog.
Alright, stop complaining and start studying.
And GOOD LUCK to everyone in the trial :)

Senior year.

Since this is the last year we are in school, we are flooded with lots of events. Last few months, i went to many private colleges and it came out we were not really interested in studying there, but we were just playing around in there ;D oh wells, they invited us whatt.
And then, we went to Cameron Highlands, just for the cold air ;D
Then the camp, where we ter-escaped from the haze. LOL which is quite serious, as i heard.
And ohyeah, the lian huan hui, at first I didn't wanna go because it would be boring because most of my friends are committees and they will be busy on the day. But then I offered to help and it came out to be a huge success. (And btw, having the walkie talkie was fun :DD We played with the walkie talkie and they could be over-childish sometimes )
Just in this week, we have done a video for the form 3 and form 5s who will be leaving the school soon. I've spent the whole week doing it, but on that day, the students thought there will be ceramah so they all skipped school. Wasted efforts. Aisshhh... Their loss. Should've put more of our photos instead of those who didn't come. I even caught a fever after that day because of lack of sleep D:
The best part during the event is when we played the suprise video for Puan See. :DD
We have done a new surprise every year since four years ago, i guess ;D
There will be more event in the future :D
We are enjoying our school life to the max this year. Doing crazy stuffs like playing running man in school. And being "yellow"  in everything. Tsk tsk tsk, don't learn this ya :P
It seems like this is our last year so we got nothing to be scared of anymore, so we are doing things we have never dare to do in the past.
This is gonna be the best year ever :D
 

After exam :)

Muahaha. Finally finish with my never-ending exam :D
I'm glad that it's over and I really had a good night sleep today as i skipped school. :D
But i don't think I'll be happy with results.
But who cares, it's not under my concern now.
So, I'm just gonna wait until after holiday,
and face the cruel truth :P
Now. I have another thing to worried about. D:
And I'm not gonna tell it to anyone before it really ends. :S
Okay, forget about it.
Now my mom is banning me from going to any camp, including the UBK camp.
so I'm still trying to convince her to let me go.
And I'll be having HOLIDAY from this Friday :D
That's the good news. And I'm gonna really relax and have fun
before I need to face all the stress in school again.
So gonna do what I wanna do with my friends in this holiday.
And maybe I will get to see my dad and my brother in this holiday, if they're coming back.
Hope so. I miss them so much.
That's it. Gonna stop before I get emo again LOL. :D

够了。不要再想了。

没关系了， 我会自己好好过下去的。
反正我也习惯了。

Hate it.

Hate the feeling like you're ignored by someone. :/