Dreams and reality.

Crying is the best way to express your feeling..
Though I hate to say so, but it's the truth.
Feeling the stress now.
There's too much things happening now.
And I dunno why, I just can't say it out.
So , I kept everything and now, I can't stand it anymore.
So I "burst", I cried.
Felt better after that, but the better feeling doesn't last long.
So, I'm just trying to make myself feel better by writing it out.
So, don't bother me.
That's it. Useless.
I wonder why I can't just be happy like the others.
I'm wasting my life by being unhappy,
but I just can't.
I tried my best and I failed.
Argghh..
Sometimes, I mean always,
When I wake up every morning,
awake from my dream,
I got a feeling "Owhh, why am I back to here again.."
Sad case. I prefer dreams than real life now.
Maybe dreams which are too sweet is not good for me.
But still I wanna have it,
so I would be happy for a few hours everyday.
At least in my dreams.
Okay, that's it. A long emo post.
Have to go on and live in my reality now.