Wednesday, March 20, 2013

About the emo post.

The last last post was very sad weih.
Well, I thought the problem is really serious that time.
But it was solved in the end, so we get close and not close again :x
But it doesn't really matter now lar.
I think maybe I shouldn't care about it so much,
so I won't be feeling lost again.
Everyone has their own way of life,
and the thing they think is more important. 
We can't expect everyone to be same as us.
So we can just accept it :)

Exam over.

Exam is over. :D
It's just a small test actually.
I don't know why i care about it so much :O
I guess it's just normal for me to care about every exam, even I don't want to.
Okay, the point is it's finish.
Having an exam is seriously ruining my health.
I didn't have enough rest for that whole week.
And no facebook, no entertainment, just book.
So I never study and slept for the whole day straight after I finish the last paper xD
But I still can't get enough rest and got fever during the week after the exam.
I'm gonna sleep earlier.
And then my dad and brother came back during that weekend. :D
And I'm kinda satisfied with my exam results.
I'm not saying it's really very good, but it's okay for me. 
Good news come in a row. ;D
Hope the good news will keep coming in my life :) 

Friday, March 1, 2013

Not so happy.

Okay.. Maybe I was wrong about this year will be a great year?
There are so many things happened at once
and I'm being kinda stressed out and sad at the same time.
I don't know why but I feel so lonely all in a sudden.
Maybe because there are a lot of people leaving me all at the same time. D:
And I don't really have time to get used to it.
Or maybe I don't want to.
It's like I have to face all these alone.
And it doesn't feel good to be left behind. :(
Feel like shouting it out everyday but I can't.
Everyone around me has their own problems ,too.
But luckily we have each other.
We shared our problem, our sadness,
and we feel better by doing so.
At least we don't have to keep all by ourselves.
So, thank you so much for being there for me. 
I know I may not be good now,
But I'll try to.
Who knows maybe it's a good thing,
as we really became very close because of all these sad things.
Hopefully everything is gonna be alright,
Although it may not be the same anymore.


Friday, January 18, 2013

Surprise~!

Yesterday, they had a birthday surprise for Yenn, Nick and me.
They actually told me that it was the birthday surprise for Yenn and asked me to bring Yenn to there.
My birthday was on the day before that so I believe in what they said.
I just realized that it was my birthday surprise too only when I saw my name on the cake.
LOL, they are so pro in making out these lies weih.
Using me to bring Yenn to our birthday surprise.. What a great idea. ;D
And then, when I was eating the cake, the cream kena my hand so I had an evil idea >:D
I started the CREAM WAR xD
It was fun and I wanna thank all of them who celebrated my birthday :)
Love you all so much. x)
And ohyeahh, thanks for the wishes.
I dunno how, but I actually set my facebook to hide my birthday before I realized and changed it but there are peoples who actually remember :D
So touched. :')
Thanks for all the presents too. :)
Really like them :DD
I got a feeling that this is going to be a great year :D


Thursday, December 27, 2012

Holiday~

School is going to reopen soon.
It's kinda sad as I enjoy my holiday even though I did nothing except getting bored at home mostly ;D
I mean mostly lar, not all the time.
I went to Sabah and it was fun.
Especially the beach, ulala, so clean. ;D
And the sea water, so clear you can even see your feet in it.
But the price is, my skin became dark after that, partly. :P
I was wearing a t-shirt with short pants that day, so there's like a boundary between the dark skin and the not-so-dark skin ;D
And Mount Kinabalu, so pretty I don't even know how to describe it.
You just have to go there by yourself and look at it :)
The place will be covered with I think fog when it's evening.
You'll feel very comfortable there.
A must-go place :D
Oh yeah, the picture up there is taken there :)
And there was one day I went Midvalley with my mom.
Bought two shoes in one day :P
Actually after I bought the first shoe only I found the shoe I wanted to buy it somewhere else last time, but they didn't have my size.
 I'm starting to become a shopaholic weih.
Have to control myself ald. ;D
Except those days, mostly I'm doing nothing at home.
It just feels great to be lazy xD
LOL I sounds like my life is so meaningless weih.
Okayy, I kinda like school but I hate keep being reminded about SPM and thinking that you're having your final year in secondary school.
That's why I dislike growing up.
But well, think of the bright side.
I am going to learn how to drive soon,
and I won't have to beg on somebody to fetch me to somewhere.
Not bad. :D
Okayy, I should face 2013 happily,
after surviving from the so called "end of the world" in 2012. ;D

Tuesday, November 20, 2012


最近,时常做噩梦。
以前就时常做梦到不要起来。
现在,常被噩梦吓醒。
晚上也很难睡着。
这就是失眠吧。
情愿不要做梦好了。
好梦,噩梦, 都很烦。
但是, 可能没有做梦时会更惨。
矛盾。
算了, 大概是最近头脑太空闲了。
每天胡思乱想。
还是去读多点书,用一下脑好了。
:D

Btw, glad that he' over me.
Erm.. not really happy, but just hope he could live better without me :)
That's how he is now.
希望永远是好朋友。
祝你幸福 :)

变脸.



我最近好像跟很多人都很像。O_O
camp 有人问我是不是典凝的姐妹。
去朋友家, 他家人问我和妍怡是不是双胞胎。
还有很多次都被误认为是别人。
难道我会变脸?xD