Kem and Trip! :)

Went to a camp and a trip after the exam.
To have fun and forget about the exam ；D
It was fun but tiring, but still i never regret of going. :D
So here's some photos during the trip :)

 Like this picture ;D <3

 我们一起看的第一个日出：）

 <3

 Jump shot!

 Love the sky :D

 At ICT. :)

 Blue blue sea.

The only sad thing is my dad went to johor when i was in the camp :(
So I didn't get to say goodbye,
and I didn't dare to call him because I was scared that I will cry in front of some many ppl there :S
Till now, I haven't been talking to him, even through phone..
The night before I went to the trip, I dreamt  of him coming home..
But I was kinda dissapointed when I woke up.. I hope it wasn't a dream.
And I was thinking of him everyday..
And that day, I found this picture in the camera,

He put this in the book shelf before he went to work a few months ago,
And it did successfully made me smile, as usual :) so I took this picture.
*p/s: That's my bro in the picture btw :)
My mom says we're going to Johor next weekend, so yay !
Will get to see him soon :)

After my dad went to Johor, I felt like I've lost someone to 依靠 suddenly,
Maybe this is the reason why I've change recently,
but you and my friends is still here for me.
谢谢你们， 让我依靠 ：） <3

HEHE. ;)

 

真心

付出真心， 或许会受到伤害，但也可能会找到真心；

封闭自己的心， 虽然能保护自己， 但也注定孤寂一生。<3 
 

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只有两个字，我却怎么也做不到。
觉得自己好残忍。 ._.
:)

School day~

Day 2 after school reopen. Got most of the exam papers.
The papers i got on first day are hmmm... really not good. :P
But today, the papers are okay lar. Better than what I expected :)
Can't expect much what, since this is the first REAL exam we got.
Overall A- to A+, only Addmath I got B+, ruined my straight A -,-
Getting this is already considered difficult for me, so next time gonna work harder.
Schooling again is no fun btw. Maybe because of results lar, but we were like very sien this few days.LOL
But okay lar, had a lot of fun in school also. HEHE :DD

Sometimes, It's great to know that you're important to people that you cared about. LOL sounds perasan.
Just wanna thankyou to those i meant :D
Hmm.. I just finished my piano exam. I think probably i can pass? MAYBE only ;D
Now only my real holiday actually started , and it only lasts for a few days. -,-
so i am in Penang now. Cause my brother wanna settle something about his studies.
Kinda boring , nothing to do. But maybe i really need some rest, so it's a good thing for me.
School's reopening soon, so gotta face my resutls soon.
But good news is, I am going to camp, away from the school and the stress :DD
But the bad news is, most probably my dad will be going to Johor when i am at the camp :(
But it's okay lar, one day I'll have to leave him also. When i have to go out to study. It's just i need some time to get used to it i guess :)

;)

Hmm.. My dad resigned ald. And he's going to Johor maybe in 2 months. Sad :(
He asked me whether I wanna move to there but that means I have to start all over again.
But if I don't, I can only meet him like once for a month.
But then I think I should stay here until SPM, so I stayed.
I'm gonna miss him so much that time.
As my dad never leave me for that long.
And my mom will often go there,
so maybe I'll always stay at home myself next year.
If my brother went to uni.
Hehe, so that's one of the reason why I am so emo that time.
I was struggling to make my decision.
Anyway, Daddy, I love you. <3 C:

Dreams and reality.

Crying is the best way to express your feeling..
Though I hate to say so, but it's the truth.
Feeling the stress now.
There's too much things happening now.
And I dunno why, I just can't say it out.
So , I kept everything and now, I can't stand it anymore.
So I "burst", I cried.
Felt better after that, but the better feeling doesn't last long.
So, I'm just trying to make myself feel better by writing it out.
So, don't bother me.
That's it. Useless.
I wonder why I can't just be happy like the others.
I'm wasting my life by being unhappy,
but I just can't.
I tried my best and I failed.
Argghh..
Sometimes, I mean always,
When I wake up every morning,
awake from my dream,
I got a feeling "Owhh, why am I back to here again.."
Sad case. I prefer dreams than real life now.
Maybe dreams which are too sweet is not good for me.
But still I wanna have it,
so I would be happy for a few hours everyday.
At least in my dreams.
Okay, that's it. A long emo post.
Have to go on and live in my reality now.